There are days when I don't want to do any more playing, designing train tracks, marble running, crafting, baking, rough and tumbling, Bionicle movie watching, endless pear peeling and making trains from bloody egg boxes!!! I'm trying to do the chores; endless washing and ironing. Clearing out Monica cupboards and stripping and making beds. Preparing tea. Picking when I should be following my new eating plan.
It's been raining incessantly today. The kind of rain that makes me miserable. Seeping rain. Not fun splash in puddles rain. So we haven't gone out. And to be honest I'm knackered. This anaemia. It's not life threatening. I'm not ill as such. The tablets make me feel like I'm in the first trimester of pregnancy - nauseous all the time. I climb a flight of stairs and have to pause for breath. I feel faint and fluttery.
I think I'm a day late with Black Monday.